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is counting crows...  
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Maybe...

Journal Entry: Sun Jan 20, 2008, 12:45 PM
... it's time for a change?

More or less back from some... let's call it a "fake, alternative reality".
I'm so fucking susceptible to that shit... oh man...

My personal summary of the last years:

- didn't draw most of the time
- didn't think
- decayed around
- ate paper
- got square-eyes
- <insert random useless stuff here>
- etc.

+ BUT I managed to get a university place... currently studying communications design

That pencil over there is my enemy atm... but I will... want... have to get into drawing again. Means there'll be some more images, when I got used to it...

*shivers* Maybe some of you haven't forgotten me...

  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: mudvayne:happy?

To stand still...

Journal Entry: Tue May 2, 2006, 7:34 AM
This account is officially dead... Thanks for all the support...
Maybe I'll start something new... later...

I'm not going to delete any pics... but I'm also not going to post anything new...

Bye...

~ 7

It turns...

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 25, 2005, 1:29 AM
I'm... moving... to some bigger city...
And I won't have any internet... at least at the beginning...
My PC hates me... I'm gonna draw more an maybe there'll be some new pictures for people who are looking forward to...

Sorry, Hydro... I know I'm stupid... and responsibility is really something I don't like...

I'm only running away...

So... bye. (at least for now)

~ 7

dramatic pause...

Journal Entry: Sun Mar 6, 2005, 3:06 AM
p-p Uhm... well... dunno how to say...
I'm going to stop submitting for a while...
It's just that I feel... stoopit... VERY stoopit... Too busy with myself, crapping around, hate school, f*** future (although there's one... I just don't WANT to see!), calling me names... stuff like this.
*rolls over the floor*
Exams... I HATE exams... I HATE sacrificing my spare time... I HATE doing things that I don't like... (too much to enumerate) THE organization, this voice..., narrow minded art teachers, my art class (except Elsch), the whole grade and (obligatory of course) tee~ irreversibleh realiteee~~~h.

*-* Thanks for all the support to everyone of you...
But now I need some time to put things straight by doing nothing.


In this spirit: Blablablablablah...

co_OKiE...

Journal Entry: Tue Feb 15, 2005, 4:33 AM
"Do you begin each day with a negative attitude? Do you have an inner-critic who is disparaging or demeaning? Do your good points seem ordinary and your failings all-important? Do you feel lonely, undeserving? Do you struggle with feelings of inferiority? Have you ever felt your accomplishments are due to luck, but your failures due to incompetence or inadequacy? Do you feel unattractive? Do you struggle with feelings of inferiority? Do you criticize yourself often?
You wanna change but you don't have the power?
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The only thing you've to pay is your individuality.
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:halfliquid: *dumbs her journal*
Wehehehehe... That's what I'd like to do sometimes...
Ebil when your own characters start their own life (especial when it's inside your head). Hehehehe...